Diagrams

Once... when I am having weeks of lovely neutral with my brain.
And I am calm.
It feels beautiful.
I don’t want to touch it.
Disturb it.
So I need to communicate in ways that are easy for me.
The most easiest first languages.
I stop using words.
I use diagrams.
All of the time.
If I am asked a practice question the response is in diagrams.
Because I think in diagrams.
In spatial relational idea forms.
A lot of my... thinking... resists language and materiality for the longest times.
Maybe because of the inability of words (ineffable) and of my inabilities with words (cognition).
Diagrams are a feeling-thinking figuring.
A constant possibility for change and changes and the changing.
An expression of change and changes and the changing.
My first language is no words and changing.